It seems like over the last few months the friendships I at one time had are now slipping away. I always knew that once high school was over, you wouldn't keep in touch with everyone that you were friends with.
We're at the odd stage in life right now. People are just starting to get married and have babies. Some made a late decision to go to school. I know at this stage in life people are busy and don't always have time to see one another.
I guess I'm just lonely. If it wasn't for blogger friends (some turned into in real life friends), work people and Mac, I wouldn't have anyone. I'm hoping that it's just a quiet time and eventually my childhood friends will be back in my life.
I read other people's bloggers and can't help but be envious of their weekends out with friends or a girls night out for dinner. I want that again and I miss it. I guess it's time for me to start branching out and not be the quiet girl if I want some in real life friendships again.
Sorry if this is all over the place.
Do you ever feel like blogger friends care more than your in real life friends?
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I know exactly what you mean! I feel like I can share everything on my blog also.
ReplyDeleteI completely agree with this entire post.
ReplyDeleteI have one close friend but then sometimes she's not the greatest of friends and that makes me sad. I think about all the close friends I've had in the past and wonder if I'm just a bad friend. But then I realize that they were in my life for a reason, to help me through that time of my life and now it's time for new people to help me through now.
And those new people are the ones that live in the computer. The ones that I know won't judge me, will be supportive and give honest answers at the drop of a hat.
I hope you know that you can always turn to me girl.
I feel like that ALL the time. I love my blog friends and they are definitely more supportive and understanding than 'life' friends can be at times too. Don't worry your not the only one who is envious.
ReplyDeletei agree with you...sometimes blog friends seem so much better/there for you more. i used to have close friends but we have drifted and the one who is/was my best friend hasn't really been there either. i have been lonely too but it is nice blogging and finding new people that are similiar to you.
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