Goodbye for now

Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
Rest in Peace Bri...we'll meet again one day. ♥

Tonight I said goodbye for now to Brian. It was a great turn out and a lovely funeral.

I just can't believe he's really gone. It was over two years since I saw him but we kept in touch til a few months back when he got really sick and stopped texting me. His mom said he used to give her updates on me.

I haven't cried since the day they thought he wouldn't make it through the night. I feel heartless.

I miss him and wish I could of had him in my life just a little longer. (I know he's in a better place but that doesn't make it easier)

I told him tonight while I was kneeling by his casket to give me a sign that he's still around.

Rest in the sweetest peace Brian A. Schantz 10.23.85-01.27.11. It's only goodbye for now...

(sorry for being a bad noter lately)